Remember Me This Way

Fragility

2009-08-24T23:55:00.006+08:00

As I stand staring intently into nothingness

Trying to guard myself against the cold

Wondering what else could unfurl

In this silence filled world.

Quietly I bear this hope

Of igniting the sparks of warmth

To guide and embrace me

In ways I used to know.

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Taking My First Step to Freedom and Dance

2009-02-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

You can't give up

Lookin' for that diamond in the rough

Because you never know when it shows up

Make sure you're holding on

Cause it could be the one,

The one you're waiting on.

" Dance like there's nobody watching,

Love like you'll never get hurt,

Sing like there's nobody listening,

Live like it's heaven on earth,

Speak from the heart to be heard."

Unnoticed

2009-01-11T23:41:00.004+08:00

So what is it that we seek?
It keeps us hoping and waiting
Restless and bothered
Squandering our days and nights
With thoughts of “nothing”

But we know that there’s “something”
Like how the river find it’s way to the sea
And how music feeds the soul
The puzzles should fit

Maybe tomorrow?
You and I shall find refuge
With what’s written on our stars.

Maybe tomorrow?
We will witness
Miracle at it’s best.

Maybe tomorrow?

I'll be found.

There are many things left to remind me..

0733

2008-12-04T23:38:00.004+08:00

Strum your guitar tenderly
While I lie awake, soaking in this warmth

Gyrate to the pulsing beat of your heart
As I relish, the meaning of my existence

Glance with those soulful eyes
While I’ll wait for your tale to unfold

Smile with every measure of affection
As I’ve always dreamt you to be.

You’re Someone Who Makes Me Sing

P.Y.T

2008-11-06T18:32:00.002+08:00

Look Around

Take Notice..

A Path in Between

Walk on..

Stand and Stay..

Gotta Be Startin' Somethin'

The World Through My Eyes

2008-10-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

A Different Light

With

A Different Perspective

Faith

2008-09-01T12:56:00.004+08:00

Angel of mercy

How did you find me?

How did you pick me up again?

Angel of mercy

How did you move me?

Why am I on my feet again?

And I see you

I feel you

I've found myself again

Footprints in the Sand

2008-08-27T12:07:00.005+08:00

Life is a game of chance

We take risks and try to play our cards right
and

We jeopardize our sanity just to take that journey of self-discovery.

"Footprints are what we leave behind in our passage of life."

Take a bow, Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part
Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, Cause this scene has come to an end.

Under The Moonlit Sky

2008-08-25T18:03:00.004+08:00

Sometimes…
We dream a dream too big for reality
And hope for it like never before
We build trust on synthetic foundation
And wish it lasted forever

It’s funny how time alters people, their destiny as well as beliefs.
It’s amazing how a simple entity can complicate circumstances.
It’s daunting to know that we trap ourselves in the confines of our insecurities.

"For A Moment…Wasn’t I A Queen?"

It's My Life, It's Better Left To Chance

I Could Have Missed The Pain

But I'd Have Had To Miss The Dance

Strive to Thrive..

2008-08-15T13:34:00.001+08:00

Ever so often, people don’t realize how much you struggle
Trying to be what they expect you to be
Trying to contain your fears and worries
To keep holding to dreams and uncertainties

Ever so often, people don’t recognize how much you seek
To be understood and to understand
To be free from allegations and hatred ness
To find acceptance in the people you love

Ever so often people are not aware of how much you’ve strived, kept striving and will continue to strive for…

“ Dear God the only thing I ask of you

is to hold her when I'm not around,

when I'm much too far away

we all need the person who can be true to you”

Fading Whispers

2008-08-08T10:02:00.003+08:00

The rain takes me back to an image, of one that could cure an ache
From a distance I saw the wanderer and marveled at it’s galore
I questioned the reason and I ponder the solutions
But none could tame the wild thoughts
I tried to seek and rest my doubts so I could freely breathe
But the spell is cast and the soul intertwined
And I could only breathe in silence
Just as how I learn to believe, I wish to disregard
For this conjurer is a mirror image of me

'Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall

Lift you up and fly away with you into the night

If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn

You're not alone'

Give Me A Moment

Letters From The Heart

2008-07-26T12:46:00.013+08:00

And That One Final Question Still Remains...

'Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Just Like Every Night Has Its Dawn'

Walk Away From All The Lies..It's Up To You..Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried

In A Flash..

2008-07-23T19:15:00.006+08:00

The Most Important Thing In Life Is Not The Triumph

But The Struggle

The Essential Thing Is Not To Have Conquered

But To Have Fought Well

' Every Single Breath Granted Is A Chance To Live Life Differently.'

If Tomorrow Never Comes...

Hope Floats..

2008-07-04T11:05:00.006+08:00

I don't have a perfect smile

Maybe I'm just too shy

I'm not a beauty queen on covers of magazines

I Wouldn't be classed as cool

I have to bend the rules

Maybe I don't fit in

I didn't always win
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd

I'm just an imperfect girl

Trying to rise above this perfect world

It's Cruel

I Need To..

2008-06-19T22:42:00.004+08:00

Find Time To Breathe
Start On My PP (Due Soon)
Catch Up On Sleep
Watch TV? ;)
Work Less
Study More
Find Paul Frank?

"It Seems That I Keep Going In Circles"

Usah Lepaskan

The Day..

2008-06-16T20:08:00.004+08:00

Why Do Certain Things Have To Hurt?

"Killing Me Softly"

In Search Of Paul Frank...

Silence..

2008-06-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

"To Walk By Faith and Not By Sight"

Always...

2008-05-29T23:08:00.004+08:00

Hide

"You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinately.."

Metamorphosis

2008-05-25T20:14:00.006+08:00

"Well, some things in this world you just can't change

Some things you can't see until it gets too late

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone

Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world?

And maybe, maybe, maybe

You'll find something thats enough to keep you

But if the bright lights don't receive you

You should turn yourself around and come on home"

I have to applaud Emma's performance as well as the rest of the dancers who made metamorphosis possible..I really think that it was one hell of a great performance

*Standing Ovation*

Deep Within

2008-05-19T23:37:00.003+08:00

Every Question..

Leads To Another..

When You Find It There..

You Search No More.

Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces

2008-05-12T17:35:00.005+08:00

If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp

I'll hold it with both hands

It's worth the risk of burning

To have a....

Second chance

For A Day?

2008-05-08T08:31:00.003+08:00

In those eyes I see something new

and

In these eyes lies a story untold

sick :(

Ayat-Ayat Cinta Is A Must Watch

Let The Emotions And Tears Run...

"Habibi Qalbi"

Morning Snow

2008-04-20T10:36:00.003+08:00

"They can take tomorrow and the plans we made

They can take the music that we'll never play

All the broken dreams, take everything

Just take it away

But they can never have yesterday"

It's mine to keep..and I'm thankful for that

Stairway To...

2008-04-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

"In Life Many Things Will Catch Your Eye...

But Pursue Those That Capture Your Heart..."

Exhausted

-- -- --- -

Steps

2008-04-06T11:09:00.005+08:00

There are days that make you feel you are “ King of the World”
Where no words, being, rhyme or reason can bring you down
When “life is perfect” or so it seems

And there are days that make you feel you are “ A victim of the World”
Where no words, being, rhyme or reason can lift you up
When “life is meaningless” or so it seems

Believe and you shall see
Believe and you shall feel
Believe and you shall understand

Free your mind…for only then can the soul be widened as the mind is not an obstacle.

Been kept busy with work and guitar hero which is FANTASTIC..hehe.

School starting, will be kept busy with even more stuff..work days next week onwards is mostly after school but i think i will survive..*cross my fingers* and i hope i survive the project too..

"Its all about forgiving..and moving on"

Imprisoned

2008-03-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

Sanctuary :

A Place of Refuge Or Asylum

"...Cause I Know I Don't Belong

Here In Heaven"

Shine On!

2008-03-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

In between all the haziness and confusion...

Remember How it feels like...

Walking in the rain and feeling the warmthness it provide?

Lying in bed without a care in the world?

The feeling you get when having that double chocolate ice cream?

And

All the other small things that made us smile...

"Only When We Realized The Value Of Life

Can We Learn To Appreciate It"

The Story Goes..

2008-03-17T13:01:00.005+08:00

All of these lines across my face

Tell you the story of who I am

So many stories of where I've been

And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything

When you've got no one to tell them to...

...You see the smile that's on my mouth

It's hiding the words that don't come out

And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed

They don't know that my head is a mess

No..They don't know who I really am..

Brandi Carlile-The Story

* Powerful song with meaningful lyrics

" We Get Torn Between What We Want

And What Is Good For Others.."

Empowerment

2008-03-08T09:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Women's Day!

You Don't Have To Improve Or Change Or Strive For Perfection..

Just Learn To Accept Who You Are...

"There's A Bimbo In All Of Us.."

Haha..Cheers!

Curtain Calls

2008-03-03T09:20:00.003+08:00

Guitar Hero III...have you played or seen people playing?? My God..Its a great game..Have to get it soon and rock it out..haha..especially playing Dragonforce through the fire and the flames..Its the hardest one...

Going back to work..something that I'm happy about.. :)

"I Bow Down Gracefully And Make My Exit"

Live Strong..

2008-02-29T16:30:00.004+08:00

There are 2 types of people..the first one are those who never give up and fight strong...while the other are those who give up when there is no chance...

So Which One Are You?

P/s: More Than You'll Ever Know

In Pursuit Of..

2008-02-27T18:52:00.006+08:00

If the pain that I’m feeling is the closest I’ll ever get to you again
If the tears that I shed is the price for your happiness
This is the sweetest pain that I’m willing to live with

Shootout..

2008-02-25T09:45:00.004+08:00

Singtel SMS Shootout was held on sunday at MOS.

I was the timekeeper for the event and somehow it was not really a good thing..By the end of it all it felt like I was Paralyzed from the waist down..Should have done scorekeeping.

It really is amazing to see how fast one can type their sms as well as see how competitive some people really are.

Apparently the winner broke the world record..Kudos to him.. :)

Mrc3 called yesterday..nice surprise..last time we update each other was about one and half years ago..

P/s: I can't get O.U out of my head..

When It Gets Too Cold..

2008-02-22T21:51:00.004+08:00

Had Chalet at Aloha Changi with W35A

Had a fair share of "happenings" which involve argument with Transvestite, cycling trip changi to pasir-ris, a fair share of games and so on....

Manage to catch P.S I Love You, the movie which was adapted by the book from Cecilia Ahern, the book is a masterpiece but the movie was good only because it managed to capture the essence of the emotions that is portrayed in the book...A touching story..

The Book Is A Must Read..

P/s: It Takes A Strong Foundation To Weather The Storm

Have you..?

2008-02-14T19:17:00.017+08:00

The Keeper of the keys

The Fighter of my Fears

The Maker of Dreams

The Lyrics to my Music

The Reason for every Smile

Is the Cause for this Rain...

"Someone told me long ago..There's a calm before the storm, I know

And it's been coming for some time When it's over, so they say

It'll rain a sunny day, I know Shining down like water.

Yesterday and days before Sun is cold and rain is hard, I know

Been that way for all my time'

Til forever on it goes Thru the circle fast and slow, I know

And it can't stop, I wonder

I wanna know

Have you ever seen the rain

Coming down on a sunny day?"

I think Josiah Leming sang a great rendition of mika's grace kelly..Too bad he didn't make the cut..

P/s: Where Did I Go Wrong?

Compassion

2008-02-12T08:33:00.000+08:00

There has been some controversy on the funeral held by the zoo for one of its most popular icon Ah-meng. It seems that some feel that it is something unnecessary and that at the end of the day she is just “an animal”.

A little compassion goes a long way..compassion is not only meant for family or friends but for everything around us cause at the end of the day we all are God’s creations.

The death of Ah-meng is likened to the death of someone dear to us. Just like having a pet, we share a bond with the pet that we have, we take care of it, feed it, clean it and so on and at the same time they have impact us in a strong way too, they filled up a place in our heart and losing them is the same as losing a close family member whom we love dearly.

Therefore, there are a lot of people who shared a bond with Ah-meng, who in-turn had made a difference in their life, and one thing for sure is that losing something or someone is painful all the same.

I just feel that it is only fair that those who might not be impacted by her death be a bit compassionate in respecting her right as well as others who have grew fond of her and shared precious memories.

In Loving memory to all those who have passed…

"A Simple Touch Is All It Needs To Make A Difference.."

P/s: I'll Pray.. That You'll Find A Way And For Life To Be Kind..

A Haunting Song..

2008-02-06T09:06:00.000+08:00

In my hands A legacy of memories

I can hear you say my name

I can almost see your smile

Feel the warmth of your embrace

But there is nothing but silence now

Around the one I loved

Is this our farewell?
Sweet darling you worry too much, my child

See the sadness in your eyes

You are not alone in life

Although you might think that you are

Never thought

This day would come so soon

We had no time to say goodbye

How can the world just carry on?

I feel so lost when you are not at my side

But there is nothing but silence now

Around the one I loved

Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child

See the sadness in your eyes

You are not alone in life

Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down

I'll watch you through these nights

Rest your head and go to sleep

Because my child, this is ...

"Being Ordinary Has Its Own Joy and Rewards"

P/s: The Finer Things In Life Are Free

Just For Laughs..

2008-02-04T08:00:00.000+08:00

He's one smooth arab..

This machine is meaner than Hirthik..

E=MC2

2008-01-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today we had science module and we had to do on transgenes...Process of transferring genes to allow a flower to glow..nice isnt it....the thing is that we had to use a lot of the word ORGANISM....which is an individual form of life, such as a plant, animal, bacterium and blah blah blah...and then there's this guy who was presenting his slides to the class..he steadily read through his ppt but instead of the word ORGANISM...he said................ORGASM...my oh my....imagine the reaction of the class....wonder what he's thinking about....too bad for him...he's gonna suffer in the hands of other fellow classmates who are not that kind when you make such mistakes...haha..

P/s: Banana Crumble is yummy!

Cold...

2008-01-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

As days slowly passed by, I realised how insignificant I have always been...I'm sorry for trusting, I'm sorry for believing, I'm sorry for being true..I'm sorry for not seeing that your heart changes in tune with the season...Just like the fire giving warmth during the cold winter..You doused the flame as soon as summer arrives..leaving me drenched with the memories of yesterdays..

Am I not worthy for you?

I guess not...

P/s: Give me a shot to remember..so you can take the pain away from me

I want to shamlessly declare that I am Queen of Puzzle Bobble...Wohoo!

Norman,Michelle , Gary and Yiming Down...

I'm gonna practice harder..haha..who's next?? :p

Run Leg..Run...

2008-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Decide to join for the leg run which is some sort of an Amazing Race the RP way..(Shakes head)..Roped in 3 more kakis as it is a team of 4. After much scouting and begging haha..end up with laura, shirin and ys...we call ourselves Within Temptation..inspired by one of the greatest band around.. ;)

Basically each team has 20 pits stop, with the race starting and ending at RP...I have nothing but complaints..

Accomplished Pit-stops

Raffles Place Mrt - it was quite easy..clear cut
Lau pa sat- ask us to count the number of bells which we didnt even know existed..heng the bell go "ting" when we wanted to give up and it was exactly on top of our head. Station master give us wrong info somemore..
Cavenagh bridge - had to walk the entire length of bridge twice with all our ankles tied together..its a saturday for goodness sake and we had all these people taking wedding pics on the bridge blocking our way..
Sir Stamford Raffles Statue - quite simple just take picture
Padang - one member had to kick a rugby ball through the pole and we also had to tie rubber band for zero-point and had to jump and untie it back .The station master here is so distracted don't know by what also...
Merlion - Had to translate a japanese, korean and thai word to english..lucky got friends who know
Suntec City- How unlucky can we get..chased out by security guards..station master also..unforseen judgement by the organizers..
Funan the It Mall - ask us to ask a member of public for one strand of white hair before giving us the questions..they think singaporeans are so kind to give us..of course we cheated lah took one of the members hair..no need to say who ah..haha..then all the questions were on IT..something that we know nuts about..
National Library- ask us to help one of the pushcarts to sell an item to a customer..the items they selling also..i don't think there would be any customer lah..
Bugis Mrt- say Mrt but wait infront of Macs..trying to be funny...
The Guan Yin temple- this one i like..cause they ask us to eat orange..haha..then we supposed to do out the word "prosperity" or "wealth" in chinese with the orange peel
Sultan Mosque- Chapteh station, a skill that we are quite ok at..haha
Army market- This one also the same, say one place wait at another..haiz..then want us to ask an army guy to teach us one army cheer..
Youth Park - ask us questions on Botanic garden..how do we know?
Fort Canning Park - THE WORST STATION EVER..they think the park so small ah..ask us to walk like hell..haiz..no more comments (1 freakin hour wasted there)
Clarke Quey - This is actually a wrong station that we ended on..the clue states old satay club..our instinct brought us here but it actually was esplanade..wasted time again..
Zouk-this was fine we just had to spell out the word zouk with things that we have
Chinatown point- We wanted to take a bus there but apparently the road is block because of the chinese new year thingy lighting up...so much for planning organizers...we managed to get thru anyways..

Unaccomplished Pit-stops

Little India
An Xin Park
Esplanade

Well I have to say I had fun, although alot of glitches..I feel that I actually learn alot today and brought back some fine moments with body ache too.. ;)

Special thanx for the members for their perseverance and never say die attitutde..haha...great job guys..Cheers!

P/s: Make it go away...

Said And Done

2008-01-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

"What does it mean when you fail in the one thing that you thought you were good at and had strived the best for?"

Note To Self :

What I Do Affect The People Around Me
What I say Is A Reflection Of Who I Am
I Am Who I Am

P/s: For Better...Good Luck!

SuperWoman

2008-01-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Drawn by Aidah..How cute is that..hehe..wanna guess which one is me??

From L to R: Michelle, Aidah, ME "SuperWoman", Wendy and Chitra..Weee!

"Everywhere I'm turning

Nothing seems complete

I stand up and I'm searching

For the better part of me

I hang my head from sorrow

Slave to humanity

I wear it on my shoulders

Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman

Yes I am

Yes she is

Even when I'm a mess

I still put on a vest With an S on my chest

Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down

And I can't be found

And I start to get weak

Cause no one knows Me underneath these clothes

But I can fly "

Alicia keys - Superwoman

P/s: If only I am one..

Built To Last

2008-01-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

Well most people say that the new year is a chance for a new beginning...I don't truly agree...I feel that changes is something that happen every moment. It could be planned or unplanned..but like it or not it is a different matter all together.What you anticipate or dream of might not always happen...And what you ruled out is still a possibility.But the main thing is to make use of the situation presented to you and learn to adapt.. Cheers to all my friends :)

Its back to school tomorrow...(I'm lookin forward to it...NOT!).

"Fight or Flight...You Decide..."

P/s: Something is just not right...

Full Circle

2007-12-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

Another cross road
More choices to face
More mistakes to be made

And many more lessons to learn

"The Perfection Lies In The Imperfectness"

Faith-Hope-Love

2007-12-20T10:29:00.001+08:00

If you have a moment
Learn to look and you shall see
The wonders around
Learn to listen and you shall hear
The secrets unravel

If you have a moment
Would you use it to see how the flowers bloom?
Or even listen to the soothing sound of the waves?

If you have a moment
Learn to dream and you will believe
The meaning of hope
Learn to trust and you will understand
The value it brings

If you have a moment
Would you use it to dream the impossible?
Or even bridge a bond of trust?

If you have a moment
Learn to love…
And you will appreciate the reason for living…

P/s: Welcome to MY Kingdom :)

Reinforcing Faith Will Create Trust Which Would Bear Hope In The Existence of Love

P/s/s:Yes emma I'm a loyal supporter of yours..are you a loyal supporter of mine? haha